i miss my friend michael, frosty, or frosty the crack man....
i went for a long walk the other day through the gayborhood, i was so hyper and stir crazy, i started to freak out the cat... and whom of all people do i bump into, michael frosty.... an old friend and crystal meth dealer in the high five club... i haven't seen him since... well, right after i got out of the hospital the last time i guess... or was it before? idk.. anyhow, he did not look good.. he had been in prison for using and dealing meth... well today he and the boy he was with [james] both looked like they were using again... all giddy and skinny and strung out looking.... its too bad too, cause i really like him and i so want him to get his shit together..... hes gonna be a casualty of this goddamn virus... deep sigh.... a casualty of meth...
i drink so much coffee lately.. if i didnt id prolly sleep all the time....
seen frosty again today...twice... walked and talked with him for about 20 minutes [before i hooked up with chip in the back of the leather store...] hes (frosty) so cute with that beard thingy... he seemed tweaked.. said he was coming down.. his life is fucked up... he really said some nice things about me today... bout putting a smile on his face everytime he sees me... making him laugh.... hes charming and prolly a little manipulative too... kinda like nicholas.... be careful but be friends with frosty.. i so would hit that if he'd have me... i'd love to get fucked by him.... up the ass.... for hours.... hes always "in a relationship" with some lil tweaker that is full of drama, and its happily ever after, but after a few months (weeks) its splitsville... he gets all down and goes out and tweaks... i hope he dosnt go to prison again.. that had to suck... hes practly homeless and pennyless... again... i wonder where he'll end up next week? tomorrow? i hope too that his high five is under control.. doesnt sound like it... sad day... ive known him since 2005.... 5 years... wow.... he remembers me everytime too... i walked him home... he was freakin bout being broken up with james.. trying to talk to him, to fix it... jeez..... no phone, no laptop, no money, no class? he could... i feel sorry for him as much as i want to hook up with him... it makes me happy though to be able to see him smile just by being around him... hes so skinny now, but so pretty too.... those blue eyes... bright blue but tinged with a profound sadness.... he tries to hide it but his eyes betray his soul... dude, get a shower.... i really do like the beard.. its cute.
- cheers... david
